"Easier To Run"

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

advice any0ne??

the answer is no thanks. i'm a grown up. i'm okay with my life. i love it. i love the way i lead it. i love to enjoy it in my OWN WAY. and most important is i love the way people just mind their own business. c'mon. i know who i am, who i'm with, what i do with them. i'm not a super good person and i choose to not be one. so what?suck it or leave it! i hate advice when i'm not asking for it. i hate advice when it just to criticize me. i hate advice when it's judging me for who i am. i hate advice when it comes from 'ur mouth'. because i hate u for always think you are right. i hate it!


this is life and this is me. don't ever try to change me without my consent. most important is don't you dare to drag me to your own so called wonderful life.


it's my choice
never be yours